Memory

My head is spinning. Im lost. I dont know who I am anymore. What used to feed my inner reason is gone, all gone. My world is crumbling, and Im still stuck in it. Powerless to do anything about it and too jaded to care. I thought I loved him. I really did. But can you love someone when youre so afraid of them? It doesnt really matter anymore. My eyes glaze over and the memories fill my head. What I wouldnt give for just one more day, one more hour, one more minute. I watch the clock tick my life away. Only hoping that it will go faster and soon I can fall off the face of this hole called earth. Everyone here will forget me and just move on. I was never here. Im a distant figment. A picture in a torn yearbook. The faceless one who fell in love with music, and cared about nothing else. Id give anything to just leave. Please someone, take me anywhere but here.

~K