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Its been exactly a week, and I feel empty again. I cry more often then I should. Nobody really understands why, and to be honest, Im not sure I do either...
I wish I were normal. I wish I could do the things others do. I wish I wasnt disabled. I wish I were pretty. I wish someone would love me. I wish I could trust. I wish I mattered to him. To anyone? Anyone at all? Fuck